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i'm speechless.

Messy..

My life is all messed up..

it went to the wrong path...

i can't help it..

went to TTS hospital for my operation..

it is pain, but i watch it all the way,

somehow, i feel excited.

and i told the doctor i'm scared of other ppl's blood,

he laughed, and tell me that normally ppl will scared f their own blood..

i'm unique isn't it..

anw, this mid year exams gonna be very 难看..

i mean my result..

sighs.

i did not put in any effort..

but still, hope, god bless me.....

Untitled

I was very fed up.
Nobody understand my feelings.
Nobody seems to care too.
I'm not in the wrong okay, indeed, i'm the pathetic one.
yet, you still ask me that way.
it brokes my heart.
I act as nothing had happen, but does it really not a matter to me?
NO..
Is not.
Nobody is trying to look at my heart, though it is open now.
fine. i shall close it..