Littlest things make life Great

i feel lost..
everythings goes wrongly,
nt a single thing was what i wanted.
what everything mean?
who wil reli be my side?
dun believe in miracle, forever and promise..
alcohol jus cant numb my feeling,
friends, you..
are the reason why i cry disconsolated...>:/

i'm useless..
what's wrong with me.
i dun wish to become the old me anymore.
if things turn out this way,
i've no choice but to accept.