I had enough of the emoness.
Go away form my life if you can hear me!
Stoppppp emoing!
Roars!
i never never study for any of my exam. My CT..
:{{{
anw, i feel i'm so unpopular in the class of E1.. sighs.
nevormind, nevormind.

がんばって がんばって!

失败太多次,你就知道自己不会再有成功的时候了

Once you had too much of failer experience,
you will know that you'd never have sucess again.
Is't it ture?

Life is miserable.

If ever i have had a chance

I tried my best, i can just wait for the response.
You seem too far, too oppositive.
it make me cowardice.
sheepishly make me want to run away from reality.
i can see the answer without you speaking.
with all that i'm feeling now, i should be escaping.
but i'm sorry. i could not stop.
My heart is leading me to the wrong path, i can't help it either..

有一种爱还埋藏在我心中

Two hours ago, i realised something.
i think i'm not that late for the news.
that is the things kept me awake untill now.
i cant sleep the whole night.
i'm feeling complicated.


About three things i was absolutely positive.
First, you are coming back into my heart.
Second, i know all the impossibles between my thoughts and the reality.
And third, you are so far from me. I'm with my vain hope my foolish idea.

i guess you loved her..
i don't wan't to be fake my thought that i wish you two back together.
NO, i don't want...
i only hope you'll not be sad.
hope you will go through it smoothly. hope you will be happy soon.
i know is pointless still...
but due to human complexity, i'm acting this way.
sighs.

if all that i can do, to make you notice me...
oh god, please give some hint.
i'm silly. you would never fall for me in any circumstance.
today is just like the past year.
sadness flow through out me.

i know i'm talking to the air.
i couldn't make up my mind.
but if i were to choose to bant down my pride, will you accept?



我以为我放下了. 我以为我忘记了.
我以为喜欢另外一个人就会不一样了.
但.我只是在催眠自己. 隐藏自己的想法.
其实我,放不下　也忘不了.

离不开你不是我要的选择

i find myself denying.
Oh gosh! i'm so changeable!
sighs

Pain past is pleasure?!

(....)
i cry is not because of being cheated of money!
you don't understand then please don't make any conclusion.
i don't like ppl talking the untrue.
esp when someone don't really talked to me often hear the comments,
they'll think and then somehow the thing is heard by me,
i clearify but due to the "not close" relationship,
i believe even if i repeat 100 of times,
you may still misunderstood. therefore,
i don't see a need of tell you everythings.
and maybe we are not close enough to let you hear my nonsences.
i don't want to bore you.
but actually, maybe, perhaps. there is no one is close with me.
i know my post is an anti-social act. too bad. is the inconvinent truth.
and to the bloody manager!
you can just dig a hole and buried yourself. you are so bad.
so BU FU ZE REN! GTH! -.-



i mood bad bad! :{{{