If ever i have had a chance

I tried my best, i can just wait for the response.
You seem too far, too oppositive.
it make me cowardice.
sheepishly make me want to run away from reality.
i can see the answer without you speaking.
with all that i'm feeling now, i should be escaping.
but i'm sorry. i could not stop.
My heart is leading me to the wrong path, i can't help it either..