有一种爱还埋藏在我心中

Two hours ago, i realised something.
i think i'm not that late for the news.
that is the things kept me awake untill now.
i cant sleep the whole night.
i'm feeling complicated.


About three things i was absolutely positive.
First, you are coming back into my heart.
Second, i know all the impossibles between my thoughts and the reality.
And third, you are so far from me. I'm with my vain hope my foolish idea.

i guess you loved her..
i don't wan't to be fake my thought that i wish you two back together.
NO, i don't want...
i only hope you'll not be sad.
hope you will go through it smoothly. hope you will be happy soon.
i know is pointless still...
but due to human complexity, i'm acting this way.
sighs.

if all that i can do, to make you notice me...
oh god, please give some hint.
i'm silly. you would never fall for me in any circumstance.
today is just like the past year.
sadness flow through out me.

i know i'm talking to the air.
i couldn't make up my mind.
but if i were to choose to bant down my pride, will you accept?



我以为我放下了. 我以为我忘记了.
我以为喜欢另外一个人就会不一样了.
但.我只是在催眠自己. 隐藏自己的想法.
其实我,放不下　也忘不了.

离不开你不是我要的选择

i find myself denying.
Oh gosh! i'm so changeable!
sighs