moodless..
她离开你身边,
你又在谁身边..
你还在爱?
我又是否该继续?

I'm the victim!

today after recess,

went up to the second floor toilet.

the handicap cupicle.

actually it was lock-less,

i was wonder weather they got mantain it

then i kehpok kehpok want go check,

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

a malay girl was inside!

oh my tian!

she is sitting down ther,

her skirt was drop on the floor..

oh my BOY!

as if i'm watching PORNAGRAPHY..

Feel like being molested!

nt phisically!

is mentally!

i need to see the psychlogy.!

毁坏的沙雕如何重盖
有裂痕的爱怎么重来
只是一切 结束太快
我无法释怀

i'm individual now
no body need bother me anymore..
just leave me behind..
everyone, everything seem so un-stable,
seem so 善变.
i'm weak this time agn,
i will cry, indeed, i cried don't matter where
no matter when.
the lies were just repeated.
i've lose in this friendship game,
over agn.
i am left with no bet.
no more bet how to continue the game?
i share just quit this game right now.
i'll go my own way..
is hard to accept,
is hard to walking alone without cry,
is hard to control my emotional,
is hard to forget.
but the hardest things is i dunno how to accept it,
adapt it or re-start it.
yah,
I KNOW I'M NOT THE VICTIM OR
THE ONE WHO GIVE OUT THE MOST.
ALL THIS CRAP DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING!
Everythings will over soon,
everythings will be alright
:}
anw, WELCOME TO THE BIKINI BOTTOM,
i own the crapy pattie restaurant..

fucking group is just another lie

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LKY..

who will i run to?!

lonely..

just like that..

the flower is wither

i feel lost..
everythings goes wrongly,
nt a single thing was what i wanted.
what everything mean?
who wil reli be my side?
dun believe in miracle, forever and promise..
alcohol jus cant numb my feeling,
friends, you..
are the reason why i cry disconsolated...>:/

i'm useless..
what's wrong with me.
i dun wish to become the old me anymore.
if things turn out this way,
i've no choice but to accept.

I'm awake nw..

kinda early, but CANT slp for any longer..

idoitic mattel

=.=

i do nt know what had happened exactly,

somehow, i have lots orhhchin on,

and ice skating the wounds getting worst,

wth wth wth
wth wth wth
wth wth wth

pain lah dey!

haii, probably becos too haevy ,fall down..

perhaps nth goes wrong

i also nv done any gross or whatever thing.

lastly,a very very big thank you and sorry to

JOTEX and her family..

谢谢你!♥

i did cried last night,

but i'm wondering?

when i crying, gt sound mah?!

huh...

i better go rest nw,

having breath difficultise..⊥

F.U.C.K ing Group photo! EMO EMO MAN!!




DUNNO WHEN TAKE DE LE, BUT QUITE LONG AGO LE!

ps: alot yah! ;p

09.08.08

Today i'm packed with extivities narx!.
at first go the gu ma house,,'
sigh,
kinda bored,
even their hav a suoer cute de doggie,
but sad lah, he doen'st play with me lo...
haii, then their kids also lik doing their own stuffs,
bo bian, watching tv and zi lian lo..
keke,,
yah yah, aft that we went for a BBq event organised by my aunty,
at east coast park.
luckily hav car,: D
(human's good invantion and bad invantion also)
i enjoyed eating ther,
esp the man tou, the sweet patato, sweet corn!
but cant forget my lovely mushmellow lah dey !! :P
so bloody nice, but also bloody sweet,
i stil prefer the normal one narx!
then the cyclling session was great,
i enjoyed the cooling air down their.
hope next time wil go ther wif friends..
but somehow, east coast park makes me remind the past~..
hmmmm, mood swing...=/

kungfu cat sia

SIGH

simply bored!

GREAT MUSHMELLOW!

10.08.08

YO,

today celeb jessica birthday lah dey!

hehe.

she so cute lah bodoh..

anw, dumb me and jess wear skirt narx...=.=

but jess got teasted by feiyan.

said, wear until so exposed..

than jess onli can say she gt wear pants..

lame lah them..

yahyah, we went to ice skating..

tsk..

is so BLOODY hao bu hao !! -.-

bloody bloody bloody!

i sooooo regret nv wear loong pants..

is too late after i fall down narx..

oh my tian,

painful lah dey!

how come wil like this?

why?

ooqing plus blood cum swollen
TT cry lah me!

haii, then kind heart jess help me ask for plaster..

the uncle dun hav..

wth,

ther big big skating field no one had fall down meh?

can prepard FIRST AIDS box de right!

nv heard prevent better than blah blah narx..

it wil much much more convinent for me this kind of careless ppl lah..

okay, i'm jus CARELESS,

nt what okay,,

hmp!.

cant believ i fall down in continuerously lah..

the ppl behind als scared i fall down agn, giv me a helping hand..

then those cold blooded stil laugh at me..

i think uu know who i referring to hor!

damn rayson, yanzhi!!

and one pandi which was jessica friend..

"dun fall down agn le ahx, no plaster liao"

BAD RIGHT!

+_+

then later,

onli we 3 in the room sing k,'

although we sing until lik kisiao girls,

stil felt lonely,

how come lots lots ppl turn out 3 ppl le..

haii,

is okay,

we are strong to nt think abt it..!

then home sweet home...

PS: my knee lah dey...T.T

before~

see i sad liao >o<

the suprised was given by kerbe..

hmmm, mus say, jess was touched deep inside lah okay! ^^

after!
is much much much more purple in real life!
dun beliv come and see lah!!

11.08.08

12.08.08
today aft sch waited for jess that pandi,

then i wan go eat pepper lunch,

jess wanted to call her daddy,

in the end,

dumb us, take 154 to BOON LAY

when we inside the bus,

pepper lunch pop out..

=.=

okay..

forget it,,

we stil eat pepper lunch!

yahh, jingwei giv 3 stars to the ice peach tea narx!

nice..

but the salmon rice nt tht nice lah

so fishy..

errryer...

the highlight of today was we keep disiao wanyu lah,

so funny, la mi xiao xin..

jess and me really laugh almos til we fall,

hard to breath sia,,

waiting for bus lik mad ppl..

psps, nv take our medicine, was oos..(out of stock) hee

inside bus we start zi can,.

so crazy worx..

pain de hor!

today gt tok to him,

but iam jus simply sad...

haii..
sincerelly frm jingwei!

sorry if uu all dun unds what i'm toking abt,,

becos i think i'm over tired....

nw 3:30am le..

i wan sleep lah dey !! :<<<<<<<<<<<<

<失望还是假想>

想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪..
为什么你要告诉我他有些许的失望..
does him??
full of 为什么 was in my head..
becos of her, uu..??
or, uu think of me??
OHHH, shut up.
stop dreaming!
mayb is mood swing agn..
will upload pics next time!:)

11.08.08.
i wont forget today!
大便,我爱你!

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嘿!
我是中国人!
我觉得庆幸和荣耀!

Fare well

the past is the past alr.
no point to chase aft the past anymore...
i cried, and i promised is the last time alr..
jus let it be that i am strong enough to nt cry over it ba,
wy mus be strong okay!!!
to see through the past to rewind..
我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了 没有我你要好好的
至少你记忆里的我 是微笑的亲爱的 有你牵着我的那些日子真的好快乐
我舍不得
我们错过的 错了就错了不用担心我 我走了
fare well!


and nw, wil onli have the F.U.C.K.ing group alr..
F.....U.......C......K.....
dadadadada-first pitch.
dadadadada-secong pitch
dadadadada-highest pitch
F U C K..
fuckfuckfuckfuck..
muahahah, this is our theme song.. ^^


yes ... everything will be fine ... i told myself ...
yes ... i did cry for this few days ...
but from now on i will become stronger ...
i want the people who love me can be no worries ...
such as my family, SISTER, friends...
they were always beside me no matter what had happen ...
because of you guys ...
i will stand up ... and continue my life ...
i really don't know how to Expression to you all ...
but 一切尽在不言中.,..

i know ther wil hav ups and down...
happy and sad.
but i believ aft every sad moment wil hav a happy hour..
is enough alr..
i will prove it to everyone...
i will be fine ... now and forever ...

happy birthday to PL...