Littlest things make life Great

我没事!
seriously i'm okay lah dey,
muahaha.





i cant,
i'm nt happy at all.
but this is not your fault.
actually, i hated you say sorry.
is really not your fault,
我想要的,不是你可以给的,
或许应该是,不是你想要给我的,
你能给的,却不是我想要拥有的,
但是你不快乐我也不会快乐,
又或许,我会比你更不快乐
同样的,我也给不了你要的
所以我更加希望你能快乐

i'm stupid.
so i learned the hard way,
i'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
my heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole at the start
you should have known better than to lean on me
you never thought of anyone else than..
you just saw your pain and now i cry
in the middle of the night
over the same damn thing
i tried my hardest just to forget everything
but i can't
i'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
i am afraid.....